i mean i have been going through shit in the past. i cannot retain consistancy for long, find it hard to concentrate blah blah blah but yeah i got loved ones too. no i wont suicide but i will stop this identity.. see its not you its what you’ve become all the shit you’ve took from your past. trust me that everybody is what they were. no more living this way.. erase all my emotional memory and start from a scratch. i feel life taking a blade and tearing my laptop screen…. i feel that i have become psychotic at times no longer controlling myself. […]