I had a friend I met on here. Whiskered-fish. Some of the older users may remember her as Kat. We’ve been chatting via email for over 3 years now. She’s one of my best friends. I haven’t heard from her since April and I’m really starting to freak out. If anyone knows anything or has any ideas on what I should do, please tell me. I’m losing my mind.
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So please, remember me finally
And all my uphill clawing
My dear, but if I make the pearly gates
I’ll do my best to make a drawing
Of God and Lucifer, a boy and girl
An angel kissing on a sinner
A monkey and a man, a marching band
All around a frightened trapeze swinger
Does anyone want to talk? I could do with some conversation.
I’ve been in a lot of physical pain recently. I’ve got this benign neurofibroma on my back (it’s a kind of tunor), and it’s always caused a little discomfort when I stand for too long, bend, or lift anything too heavy. Lately the pain has been getting worse. I don know if it’s because of the fact that I’m stressed out because of exams, or something else. I get these jolts of extreme pain on the right side of my body every now and then.
I know I should probably get it checked out but I just don’t have the energy to go to a doctor […]
My family is all that’s keeping me from ending it. They love me so much, and I love them. They’re all I have. I’d be so lonely without them. I don’t know what I’m going to do after my parents are gone.