Every night I go to sleep hoping to never wake. Every breath I take is a mistake. I wasn’t met for this cold world… How could The man I fell for, the man I have a beautiful little boy with intentionally physically hurt me but won’t let me hurt myself.. I blame no one for this.. I mean I’m a big girl right? No ones forcing me to do anything. Just a half hour ago it could have all been over.. So I’m at the park hanging from my jacket when suddenly a car pulls up and flashes the lights on me, my immediate reaction […]