I have been withdrawn and antisocial for years. I don’t get along with others well and I think I’ve wasted too many good chances and opportunities, and I don’t even know why I did it.
I’m tired of the world being an emotionally flat, lonely, and dreary place for me. But, I’m not so sure I want to actually die as much as leave this life and reality behind for a much, much better one. I don’t like the thought of death itself…
But, sometimes I don’t know what other choice I have besides taking the chance and seeing whether there is a better place with everything […]