Not sure why, but I just dont want to be alive anymore. I get depressed like this so much, and I just want it to stop. I have thought about suicide way too many times and its just ridiculous to me that I would let myself get this way…. I just dont see anything good in my future. I wish I had to power to give my life to someone else who really does want it, because I dont. Have you ever kinda hoped someone would mug you? nah? I have. I’ve been waiting for quite some time for something to happen to me, where […]
