what if i had told you how much i hated my life?
would you of stayed?
would you of comforted me when i needed?
would you wipe away my tears?
would you make me feel safe when i wanted?
would you wrap your arms around me & tell me you love me?
because i would do the same for you.
im sick of all this pain. the kind of pain where you just dont care anymore, the kind of pain where anything anyone says offends you. the kind of pain where you know, deep in your heart, that the reason you dont have anything to live for is your own fault. where you know you could do better but dont care enough to try; like doing the things you love? you dont do them anymore. why? because you arent the same person you were before this. before this, you were happy. nothing could break you; and nothing anyone said ever phased you. but it happened. […]