I haven’t exactly lived a terrible life. My parents are still married  and materialistically they’ve always given me the things I want. I even continue to ask for more things to try and make myself feel better and relieve the mental torture I put myself through, but nothing helps. Yes they’ve given me the things I’ve wanted but I feel like they’ve never given me the love that I need and want. My parents don’t seem to understand me, especially my dad who isn’t very open minded. I feel like everything I do isn’t good enough to them and that I just make their life […]