I’ve been struggling with depression for a very long time. Â Recently I started to think more about suicide than I ever have before. Â It is almost an ceaseless obsession. Â I don’t have any desire to do it, I just can’t shake the thoughts. Â I felt so unusual, and have not dared to express any of these thoughts out loud. Â I started researching suicide more… usually when I get fixated on something I try to learn as much as I can about it. Â The more understanding I have the more control I feel I have over whatever it is.
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