seriously what is the point in living like this?i mean i try and live life but even when ime happy i still feel the negetive thoughts destroying my social life,i want to die asap and i have the courage to do so its just i cant leave my mother on her own it will break her if i die,but theres no way i want to live anymore would it be fair to leave family in a mess just to be at peace or isit worth living in hell just so your family dont loose you even tho your a faliure. i dont no […]
i cant take it anymore i have no joy in life i live with my head low and anxiety is pushing me more and more to suicide i just want to be happy again even my girl left me beceause i am simply to depressed all the time and now i miss her so much even tho things wernt working out but the thoughts of her with another guy is makeing me so ill is there anyway out of this mess i just want to be loved and be happy why is this so hard todo i havent done nothing to deserve this it seems […]