Ive been looking for you for some time……in a way ive found you…..putting myself in situations I know will be to my detriment. ……im almost there…..im at your doorstep…..I could stop taking my hiv medication and you could take me……you are my resolve. My blood is poisonous. ….im less than half of who I used to be…..I dont see my face in the mirror anymore…..my apartment reflects my psyche……its a mess…..things strewn all about……even now when I wake up I still feel asleep…..I want out of this….I have life insurance my mother will get the full 500, 862 $ of it……27 years to long….I will […]
