My first suicidal thoughts started when I was 8 years old. my first suicide attempt was at 9. I have been diagnosed with mixed receptive expressive language disorder and non verbal disability disability, which almost makes me socially disabled, not to be confused with mentally disabled. I have been severely bullied my whole entire life, even to this day at 20 years old. When I was 14, my father passed away of copd, and my sister two days later of an accidental  drug overdose. I also had 2 cats and 1 dog pass away that year. I was numb the whole entire time. 5 years […]
