So I don’t seem to get sleep at night at all… is anyone the same? If so maybe we can talk on here because I never have anyone to talk to at night and that’s half of what’s causing my loneliness ):
Oh dear mirror must you show me the true things?
Can’t you once show me falsnesses among myself?
Can’t I once look at you in hopes of riches and diamond rings?
And not just see my poor background and bathroom shelf?
Do you have to show me my insecurities and weaknesses when I look upon your shiny display?
Will you ever show me what I would like to see?
Or through my eyes will you always show me my rot and decay?
No! I refuse to look into you!
No! I refuse to take orders from mere glass!
No! I refuse to think this is all that will come of this….
There has to me […]
So  you try to talk to someone and they just look at you like you’re weird.  Does this happen to anyone else?  Jeez  I don’t even know what to do. sighh.
Contemplated suicide today
Yet nobody cared
Contemplated taking my life away
yet nobody cared
Even stepped forward and told someone
yet nobody cared
Even took a bath to see if anyone would get worried about me and come
yet nobody cared
So I sat in the water for about an hour
yet nobody cared
I prayed for forgiveness from the almighty power
yet nobody (on earth) cared
I got the strength to get up out of the bath
yet nobody cared
And stumble out to the living room in wrath
yet nobody cared
the only person who could check on me was asleep
he didn’t care
all I could do is sit there and weep
yet nobody cared
They wouldn’t have found me until in […]