I don’t think I’m going to last much longer. I’ve written letters to my roommates, parents, and a friend I’ve alienated letting them know that it isn’t their fault, and that there was nothing they could have done to have prevented it. I know they’re going to feel hurt and betrayed regardless, but I’m trying to make it as clear as possible that they’re not responsible in any way. I don’t know if there’s anything else I can do to make it easier for them. I really don’t want anyone I care about thinking that they could have done more, because they honestly couldn’t have.
