I never wanted any of this to happen but it did.
I never wanted to feel this way but I do.
I’m tired of faking my interests and smiles.
Cutting never helps, it never helped me feel
in control.
But I liked the pain, the feeling like a flicker of fire dragging across your bare skin.
But then it’s gone and I’m left numb… with nothing else but the scattered thoughts that are jumbled in my head.
I may seem crazy and people can have their judgments about me, but I’m just like everyone else yet I just have more problems then they’ll ever have.
But yet again I never asked […]