On the surface, everything seems great.
My family’s together, my grades look great, I have a circle of close friends, my boyfriend loves me.
But I always think about how nice it would be to shut everything out and cease to exist. Nothing that that world cares about would matter anymore. My death would be of no major consequence. It doesn’t matter that the projects I have in hand are unfinished. I will leave a void and that void will quickly be filled by the competition that presents itself. People will remember me, but not for long, for they will all be gone. It would be all […]