I lost one of the last few things that kept me going. I pushed him away but honestly I never really understood him. He was just there. He promised he would help but he lied and I knew he never cared.
Every morning he would annoy me by poking me or calling me stupid. We had those retarded kiddy fights and it was just frustrating at times. I don’t know what I wanted from him but I felt I was better off just cutting all ties with him because he just doesn’t care. I sound so selfish for saying so and I’m terribly sorry.
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Excuse the paragraphs if its too long I am terribly sorry. I just need to get this out before it eats me alive. I dont know how people would feel about me afterwards but whatever happens will happen.
Hello. Im 16 years old and I started hurting myself when I was 13.
I had friends as a kid. My family was okay and everything seemed well. Though in the 5th grade thats when I really started to think about things about people. Thats when I started to see people as liars and fakes. Everyone was a liar and I couldnt trust anyone.
When I entered […]