When I’m feeling the most down, I try not to look sad.
I absoultly hate when people pity your life.  It has to be the worse thing.
Which is why you smile.
“Are you alright Elisabeth?”
“Oh yeah absoultly.”
Just smile, and hope that one day everything will actually be aliright(:
I said hope, I don’t know if that’ll actually happen.
Those words..
They sting..
Worse then heartbreak? Actually, yeah.
And those words, there coming from my Dad.
“I don’t know boys you’ve been kissing.”
He wouldn’t let me drink out of his soda..
Yeah, it hurt. But I just laughed like it was a joke..
Nope, it wasn’t.
I found out that Trey thinks I’m pretty and he likes me(:
Its stupid and all excited inside…
It was just a way better day then all this week. I smiled a few times. I’m just feeling really happy(:
Oh, and for those people that think this isn’t a site to make new friends, i completly disagree. Its great to talk to people who feel the same way you do. They can relate to how you feel(:
So, I’d really love to talk to some of you guys<3
Today, well it was a better day then yesterday.
I stayed home from school ‘cuz I woke up depressed. But, spending the day doing nothing didnt make me feel any better.
Im just as lonely and sad as I was yesterday. Since i didnt do anything I thought alot. And I realized my friends really dont like me. I mean in high school you dont really make that many new friends, you just drop a few old ones, and keep a few old ones..
And I realized I need a new friend.. So, anybody reading this (if anyone is still actually reading my boring post)
Dear Universe,
I know theres pleanty other fish in the sea. Chance isn’t the only guy for me. Just because him and I didn’t work doesn’t mean I wont work with someone else. Its heartbreak after heartbreark, and every time Its always my fault. Yeah, I know the pains gonna go away. But the feelings wont. I still like Travis, and Alec, and Chad. But, the pain left.
Still Universe, I have another fish out there, somewere. Hopefully he(or she) is waiting for me. But, what is a shark ate my fish. And now my true love is shark poop. Or peliguns, they like fish. They might […]
I’ve done it before, I’ll do it again.
“Just empty the bottle.” I tell myself.
I cut and try to OD all in the same night, Can I just be sucsesfull with something, Or someone.
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