So I turned to this blog last June in the hope of relieving myself of some my bottled up stories and emotions. It helped for all of 10 seconds. I’m still a closet gay (by my family’s demand and not my choice). My family would have me locked in a cage if they could, they have recently told me I’m the biggest problem my family has. I’m at university now so I’ve had a little bit of free time to experiment and be me. But being me has come at the price of my family and their respect. When I came out they took it […]
So my story is a very long one. I’ll get right to it. I’m a gay teenage guy. I’m in the closet and only a select few know who I truly am. I’ve had one boy who I had relations with, both physically (we went all the way) and well for me, emotionally (I loved him and would have done anything for him. I’d take him back now if he asked). I opened my heart to this boy and gave him my virginity (apologies if this makes people uncomfortable). He crushed me. I got depressed after him and started self harming and I made an […]