to be honest i tried to write something for the past ten minutes but i dont even know what to say or how to start. its past midnight and i cant sleep (again). i dont know what to do with my thoughts, i dont have anyone i could possibly talk to, i did it once and i immediately regretted it. its not like they dont care or dont listen to me its just that i dont like other people knowing about my personal struggles and thoughts. theyre mine and i dont want anyone to know what goes on in my messed up head. thats why […]
