I don’t even know why I try to hold it together any more. Ive lived most of my life as a loner and a virgin through my teenage years, i only talked to my parents pretty much and now things have changed so much and whatg I thought I wanted I hate. My brain must be fucked up or something, I hate my friends but I need them, I love my girlfriend but I want to die, I wish I had never met her so it wouldn’t be this hard to let go.
I’m a fuckin struggling drug addicted shit piece and it wasn’t even a […]