I wish I didn’t, I wish I could just cheer up and stop being “annoying” and “irritating” like everyone says. I just cant help this feeling I have, its like I cant see anything hopeful for myself in the future, like I’ve ruined myself through my own idiotic actions and there’s no way I can fix them. I’m 17 and a junior in high school, I’ve played no professional sports for my school, and I don’ really have any accomplishments to hold myself to or any group to say I’m part of or essential to. I don’t have my drivers license or a job, even […]
