For your poems.
I have the words on the tip of my tongue, but somehow my coward heart will not let me speak them out.
It’s wasting life, dying slowly. I should love pain, cause he’s the meaning of it.
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Poetry & Art
Night time sucks. I just lay here infested by terrible memories of a better time. I miss her. I shouldn’t but I do. She is the love of my life and the ignition of my ruin. I’m not going to do what I’m going to do because of her but because she’s gone. And I did it. I ended it. I wanted to be free of the burden of knowledge, but some shit just sticks. The worst part of it is the happiest memories of her are the ones that hurt the most. The ones I can’t purge. It’s an everlasting thorn in my flesh. […]
Don’t go, I can’t do this on my own, save me from the ones that haunt me in the night I can’t live with myself, so stay with me tonight.
At some point in life, you have to take a deep breath and think twice. You have to put aside all the things that made you cry, and look at the brighter things in life. Like going home to love and support, instead of going hold to a homeless shelter because you’re poor. But always be thankful for the life that you’re livin, because you could’ve been just another abortion. Sometimes we don’t see a reason for livin’, because we are raped, abused, and mistreated. So we cut, do drugs, and become suicidal , for some of us the voices in our head can make […]
And I wish to be gone.
And I wish
And I wish
And that wish
Will get me no where
If I don’t take action
And I wish people didn’t need me
And I wish
And I wish
And that wish
may never come true
But who knows?
And I wish I hadn’t failed
And I wish
And I wish
But that wish is for the past
And I wish
And I wish
And I know
And I will
I will go
Because we all deserve to live. It does get better man. It really does.
I come alive, when I’m falling down. I let myself go, ’til I hit the ground.
When I’m there, at the edge, in this moment I feel it I know, I come alive when I’m falling down.
You make me the happiest, but you make me the worst. With you I feel Complete but I also feel lost. I need you in my live but you make it harder to fight. I’d do everything, even If that means ruin myself for you.
The leaves are blowing past my window; each of them a tiny leap of faith off the tree to their golden death below. A beautiful suicide…
Unlike me.
I made the leap off the tree. I tried my best to fall to the ground, graceful and sweet… But I got scared. I turned around and held on again.
A life spent living for death, but too afraid to die.
I wonder if I’ll ever be able to fall to the ground or if I’ll just rot away on the limb…
I would ruin myself to fix you.
Back in the days made imaginary, loving you was ordinary.
Grown now I miss how you held me me down.
Word of your eternal kiss had filled me with pure bliss, who was I to dismiss you in my future?
A rare guarantee made by life, I had pretended to be your wife, isn’t that suppose to be forever?
I found a new lover we took the vow to be bound, however the day without sound will come and you’ll tear it all apart.
To you, a promise made with the heart is a waste, based from the idea of time.
No matter how I love, you’ll remind, ” AshCoveredAngel you’re […]
Faded and gray
I live to die another day
Helpless I stay
And wish there was another way
I lie here unbeknown to the world
As it continues to turn
The sun shines over head
As I rise from my bed, faded and gray
I live to die another day
Fight your enemy.
First destroy his heart,all he loves, and all who love him back.
Next destroy his mind and philosophies.
Finally, cripple him with a single shot.
Now I lay in a state of nothing.
I am dead yet alive for I have defeated my ene-me.
Red rush from the entry
The shining blade hovers like a sentry
The tremor travels though my hand
Until I can no longer stand
Sensation shakes my body
And shakes the numbness encased in me
Escape at last
From the future and past
Fading at last
The blackout approaching fast
But numbness persists
So I must assist…
Drive it home down to bone
Truly alone
My heart a darkening stone
As its beat begins to lose tone
After the dawn has come, and the moon no longer crest..the shadows on the walls still don’t seem to rest. Could be a day to forgive angels and saints..but the blood I’ve drawn is purely symbols for the pain.. and though it seems these ghosts should rest..they wait in the corner for me like a silence breaking breath.. take a single breath, followed by a three..double back to gasp for more, while choking down a fourth, and a fifth.. a day I won’t be fighting for..a day that won’t be missed..
Bring the morning sun, as to show I’m not too far.. far away from […]
On my way to hell…I passed a lonely church.. the congregation weakened by the warnings of the words.. scriptures toppling proverbs under a deceitful preacher’s curse.. what would they have to say, as they lay me into dirt… many places you can turn but where he goes is worse… don’t be this man you see inside, instead we close the box for good..lay it down to rest, pave it over as we should..
no need for leaving markers we seek to find one day.. if you listen hard enough, you can hear a dead man say.. heaven never had me, and claims of shallow graves.. […]
Spending all my time trying to find my feet and then I lost my legs. Look at me like where’s the happiness, but if only I can grow it like hair I’d be all in this. Don’t look at me like my woes reproduce like lice, standing over me like you’re Jesus Christ. Nail yourself to someone else who needs saving, or walk on water if you like, as long as you walk away.
Because I don’t need release from this..no need in letting go..the meaning in between the seams are splitting just to show you what I know. If I find it hard to sleep tonight, […]
On a cold, dark night
I can always count
On burning bridges
To provide me light
So this certain thing had to happen
Does everyone go through it?
Why? Why must they feel such pain?
For one person…
They came in,
Wrecked our minds
But we had the decency
To think about them
Dream about them
Start loving them…
They’re the wind to our wings
The Sun on our cloudy day
But he’s my sunshine
The gold in the rough
Im delirious
Smiling about him in the day
Crying about him at night
I can’t sleep or function
What should i do?
Kill myself?
He’s no ordinary
He’s extraordinary
Is this Love?
Could be, how am I suppose to know
My […]
I want to find the way so I could talk to him, and tell him that
here everything’s worst. That my will is dead, that I would like
to have a change to hug him, I want everything to be as it was,
my life is so grey that the pain will never go away.
I want to remember, that it’s better not to believe in love.
I should hate him for leaving me here, I’m just a nostalgic
lovesick person, that hates feeling like this.