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by londonbloke 12/27/2012

written by londonbloke

thinkÂ everythings in order.

couple of letters written

tried my damdest to explain just why

no family makes it so much easier

2 years ago i stood thereÂ right on the edge, wow what a view, it blew my mind….Â got spotted in the early hours of the mnorning by someone out walking there dog…Â Â Â at the end of the dayÂ i bottled it and took too longÂ andÂ stood thereÂ thinking instead of what i went there to doÂ thereÂ and eventually iÂ got picked up by the local police..

not this time..

this time i’m ready, been there, stood there..

god give me the bloody strength ..

i’m ready…

shitting myself but i’m ready

i spend hours looking at pics of that place online […]

12/27/2012 15 comments

even this post contradicts itself

by imallivegot 8/27/2012

written by imallivegot

my life… i pushed for what i wanted. i always got close. sooo close yetÂ every time, it fell. my soul, Â for anything and everything is gone. i really just want nothing. existenceÂ as a whole i justÂ don’tÂ want. Â growing up with an abusive family. pushing away from them. finding home in a best friends family. loving it more than your own. growing and pushing yourself to get what you want. only not to get it. learning not to care so much about it. Â always with the thought of finding someone for you on the way, someone to love. of course being in many relationships. to give up […]

8/27/2012 0 comment