I tried hanging myself with a shoelace just now. I wasn’t off the ground, it was tied around my door handle and the other end my neck while I sat on the ground. I’ve even seen a successful video on this being done and I don’t understand why mine wasn’t successful. Anyway, I could barely breathe and I could feel myself getting lightheaded and my ears even felt weird like almost numb, but I sat there for a very long ass time and did not pass out or die. Wth! Can anyone explain why this could have failed? It was not bc I didn’t wait […]
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17th birthday
Today, march 21st, is my birthday.
Today’s the day I was born on the coast
Today’s the day I loathe this life the most
Today’s the day I’ll look like everyone else, but
Today’s the day I’ll be going to hell.
Today’s the day I get sung to and cheered
Today’s the day I remember their jeers
Today’s the day when I show them their wrongs
Today’s the day when they’ll sing no more songs
Today’s the day that I take my gun out
Today’s the day I’ll turn the lights out
Today’s the day where I say goodbye
Today’s the day that I will […]