Everywhere I go, whatever I do, I’m harming somebody or fucking up this or fucking up that. I’ve been down this road before. spiraled into the self hate and the self loathing of the “why can’t I be a good person” nature. Heralding from a poorer family we couldn’t afford to help me even after I attempted to take my own life. Naturally, I fucked that up too. Too chicken shit to jump into the train. Broke into self harm instead. Now for some reason, just as I picked up the shattered glass of my life after that night in November and the school councilor […]
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Aniexty
I don’t expect anyone to listen or care, i just need someone to vent to and if it happens to be stranger so be it, Nothing will change.
I was disgnoed with evre depression and aniexty in oct.2011, they started me on medication, but none of it make me feel that this is all still worth it, why do i ever have to try to feel happy, i don’t perever feelings, they just eat at me inside untill,my body starts to shake with uncontrollble force, forcing back the tears in public and silence of my mouth, doesn’t stop the soiltary inside me.These though consume me and […]