I miss him so fucking much. I feel like he’s dead! like I’m mourning of some bullshit. I don’t get it? I’ve been fine for like a year, and now? now I can’t stop fucking crying. I can’t stop clawing at my sides. I fucking cut…again! my friend keeps phoneing, but I’m not answering the phone.
I just want to talk to him, I just want him to come online. it’s bad enough I’m fucking depressed, I can’t sleep anymore, I can’t keep pictureing him touching me, my moms being a fucking *****, schools acting up. and now? now…
I miss him. I have contact […]