And want to die. All my life i felt like an alien. I saw people of my age laugh, play, enjoy the life but despite being very smart (in math, computers, many technical subjects) i am depressed all the time. I am doing everything alone. I have wanted to have friends, but could not find people who have the same set of interests as mine. Being an extreme introvert is not useful in a world where extroversion and socializtion is dominant. I wish i was not born. Every night i pray to God to die in my sleep but of course this will not happen […]
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