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Awful Thoughts

Unsure

by Naana 11/6/2012

written by Naana

Hi, my name is Naana, 18 years old

Caution, I may go in different directions at times, most likely due to the fact that I have no idea how to put into format my thoughts correctly. This is my first time ever telling anyone properly, also my first time on here.

I’m stuck between two, whether to live or to choose my death. It all scares me and I question why me? I won’t say Iâ€™m not doing this for attention, because deep down I want to know at least someone knew I existed and cared; Knowingly I know I existed for my family, but I can’t […]

11/6/2012 3 comments

by Imsodone 10/27/2012

written by Imsodone

I’m home alone, the only thing I can hear is the clocks ticking and my heart beating. that’s not entirely true, I hear my thoughts. my awful thoughts that tell me that I’ve had enough. the thing is I’m scared to give in. I’m scared to give up.

I was watching a movie with my family the other night, and I remember what one of the characters said to another, “Fear is what keeps us alive” right about now, I’m assuming that’s true. that’s the only thing keeping me alive. I want to die, but I’m afraid of what will happen to everyone else. leaving behind […]

10/27/2012 0 comment

God saved me

by sidadd 2/25/2012

written by sidadd

Those of you that are atheist, or some other religion, please take no offense if this goes against your beliefs, just know that this DID happen.

The other night I wanted to grab that knife so bad and I was shaking so uncontrollably, gasping and blacking out. As these thoughts of self harm and death came into my head, God stopped me from acting on them. I felt so compelled to try and calm myself, and I felt some force driving me away from the knife and those awful, awful thoughts. Then again just two nights ago, I wanted to cut so badly, and I walked […]

2/25/2012 6 comments