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Bandaid

Does anyone know how it feels?

by heybaby 4/28/2013

written by heybaby

Every dayÂ I wake up wishing that I hadn’t.

I’m always tired.Â That fatigue I feel cannot be cured by aÂ good nights sleep or a nap. Sometimes I feel that it will only ever truly be satisfied by death. Does anyone know what that’s like?

To wake up every morning sick to your stomach because you’re alive?

But-I try to bribe myself out of bed. I know that I have to keep myself busy-constantly run my brain because if I stop-those thoughts will catch up with me. I desperately try to find solace in the world. Feel the warmth of the sun, watch funny YouTube videos, draw…Â but it’s like trying […]

4/28/2013 6 comments

Matter Of Time

by Fewingz86 8/1/2012

written by Fewingz86

i just would like to put it out there, i’m not looking for someone to play a violin, anyways, i hate being calm and collective and rational about being able to take my own life, emotion breaks through the surface every now and then, but i just put a bandaid over it, which will only last for so long, soon i’ll run out. I’ve been doing this my whole life. i’ve recently started seeing a psych, and as of today my psychologist has put me on LexaPro, i know it will not make a difference, not what i am, not the […]

8/1/2012 3 comments

Happy Death Day…NOT (Another Failed Suicide Story)

by subtle_bloodstains 3/30/2012

written by subtle_bloodstains

I had it all ready. Everything was in place. Time. Method. I was scared, but I knew that I just had to overcome that fear. This was going to be like ripping off a bandaid: it was going to hurt for a very short time, but in a little while, its existence in the first place would be forgotten.

I told the only two people in the world who would care or it would impact in the slightest. The one had known for months (lets call her Olympia). The other I had only known for a few weeks, but we are very, very close because we […]

3/30/2012 4 comments