My edges are stained red
While my very being is hollow
My dead eyes stare at sheets of chaos
And I wonder if I will see tomorrow
I enjoy the darkness
The quiet, the peace
Pain is the only thing
Of which I can truly control the release
I wonder, I ponder
Is my outlook obscure?
If it is so,
How can I be cured?
Do they see the marks
Left by harsh hands?
Do they see the tears
That never descend?
Do they see the bruises
From all the past drums,
The beats they inscribed
As my body […]
I was never considered pretty, never thought of as a beautiful young lady. Or a truely happy one for that matter. But everything changed when I met “him”. I can’t say he caused this aching dead feeling I have right now, because it was well before that it started, But he never helped. We went out for nearly 3 months. And I was really into him, I did most of my “firsts” with him. Including loosing my virginity, which people may consider I was a slag because I was only 12. But I loved him, and I thought he loved me. People will say “you don’t […]
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