Hey , its my first time to post on SP ..
My life right up to now hasnt been great my cutting started 5 years ago wen my nan passed she was the meaning to my life and was sadly taken away which led to me getting depression .. I tried ending it but had a failed attempt which made it worse because my mother dragged me to one counsellor to another none helped which is why i still cut today .. At the end of last year i was molested which really made me break down … I want to dir to make the […]
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Hello, just ranting on about my life.
I am committing suicide soon. I have wanted to commit suicide for a long time (10+ years), but I am at the point now where I know I can kill myself.
The reason I know is that I have been doing things that I would have never done before over the past two or so years. I have forced myself out of my comfort zone, had a ton of experiences I would have never had otherwise, and learnt a lot. One of the things I have learnt is the ability to just DO IT (pls don’t sue).
I said fuck it. […]
I’ve always managed my depression very well. But recently over the last 4 months I have just seemed to sink lower and lower. Now I know it probably hasn’t helped I’ve bottled up my feelings in the past.
But anyway the main problem is I’ve lost my smile, confidence and my ability to interact socially.
See about ten years ago I was a very recluse person and if I did go out I was always a loner. Then I met my best mate and he brought the best out of me.
Now ten years later he now lives in a different town and I’ve started […]