yeah, so this is the first time im posting something on this site, 3 weeks ago, my friend Steve suicided in the cafeteria, everyone saw it, blood on the wall behind him, gun on the ground, I stayed in the cafeteria for 3 hours, then a teacher told me to go and relax. Im moving in 3 days, my parents are not together anymore, it feels really bad, plus my dad told me it was my fault, and my mom told me I was ”retarded”.. She told this to me because when I told her that I need help, the first thing she told to […]
Blood On The Wall
Hi, my name is Tatyana, people call me tatty. As I was growing up everything seemed normal, mom always thought I had ADHD and everyone else said I was normal. But I wasn’t. My mom met the man ad her dreams, so she thought. He was nice, to her. Me.. Well he’d beat the hell out of me. He’s make me bleed, he smashed me so hard he got my blood on the wall and on my bed, I was only 5 years old. I’ve been in 8 foster homes. They were all horrible. Tryed killing myself when I was 7 I over dosed on […]
Villie, an adorable, young man who was 24 at the time, lived in Australia. I was 13, and I was American but I always would go visit him. Over this summer of 2011 I was visiting him by myself for the first time. A taxi picked me up, and that was as planned, though I wasn’t told about a taxi…. Villie was gay and his boyfriend was actually supposed to come pick me up, and I thought that was odd… But when I got there, Villie’s truck was outside, and his door was unlocked. I had gone inside and he wasn’t there. I called his […]