Well it’s 4:38am here in NY, in 2 hours I will be driving 2 hours to check out the mountain/cliff I’ll be driving off of and I couldn’t fall asleep just having my usual intrusive future scenario thoughts of how my relatives around the nation would react and if I survived would they topple over me with pity and more support that I don’t want I just want to be gone. That’s how I get rid of those thoughts by repeating the word “GONE” in […]
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