Was drunk out of my mind last night…it was another one of my cowardly acts to try and escape reality for a couple of hours.
But I can’t get away from the thought of suicide. In a drunken state I decided to open up to a really good friend, I just dumped everything on her. She is the only person that knows Im suicidal.
I feel so guilty for dumping all my problems on her. She doesn’t deserve it. I didn’t mean to make her cry. I didn’t mean to cry. why was I so heartless?
I’m so stupid!! I don’t want her to feel guilty when […]