I hate myself right now. My head is a terrible place to be. I can’t fix it. It will never change. I know that it will never change. I just need to die right now and all of this shit will be over with. I’m already drunk, all I need to do is start driving my car and it will be done.
I hate that I love him. I hate myself for believing in him the first time and every time after that. I hate that I still try so hard to be a part of his life. I hate that I have to try.
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