Today makes 11 years since i last saw you. 11 whole years since i walked out of your apartment and got into mom’s car. 11 years since you followed me out to tell me you loved me. 11 years since i last looked at you standing in front of me, 11 years since you loaded a gun and ended our lives. i swear i went with you when you died. who i was back then, that girl that loved life and people. that girl that wasnt full of sadness so deep that it literally radiates out into physical pain. i wonder what i would be […]
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Dear Dad
Well, this is it. The moment you and I have been waiting for since I was 13 years old when I couldn’t measure up to your plan for me. Came up a little SHORT on THAT one, EH pops?
Well guess what, now it’s fucking over, and your bullshit fucking excuse for an “adopted son” is no longer in the picture and you can have the perfect family without me in the way, just like I know you secretly fantasize about.
And I’d also like to clear the air a bit, of YOUR lies.
“You’re the oldest male. Who’s going to take over when I’m gone?” You told […]
Dear Dad,
I think you’ll find this soon, but I guess that’s what I intended. You never seemed to pay that much attention to me anyway. I mean, you never talked to me, we never went out and did anything fun together. I bet you didn’t even know my favorite color. But it’s okay. What’s done is done and the past is the past. Don’t blame yourself, even though it kind of was your fault…don’t take it too hard dad, but I’m finally gone, and I hope you finally notice me after all these years of not acknowledging my presence. I guess you’ll have to find me sometime. […]
I’ve made up my mind. I don’t know if my parents will see this. Anyone feel free to email my mom this;
kira5605@yahoo.com
Dear Mom,
I can’t do this anymore. I know it’s hard for you to take care of me while living with dad. He’s un grateful and cruel. He hits both of us. I hate seeing you hurt. He always tells me that his life would have been better if I wasn’t born. If it was just you and him, no one else. Because of that, I think it’s the only way to keep you from hurting. I love you dearly. I want you […]