I want to erase myself. not kill myself, but erase myself, I feel empty. I wish my parents would never have given birth to me. I don’t want to be a memory I want to dissappear. To have never existed.
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Enormous Debt
It feels so strange to write this.
I lead a lonely life. I have no friends. I am largely ignored by my family. In all my life I’ve had but one girlfriend, and that ended terribly. My experiences with other people have shown me that I am unlovable. I am a college student who is being forced to drop out due to financial issues. I have accumulated an enormous debt while in school. Unfortunately this means I have only a lifetime of loneliness and shitty jobs to pay off my debt to look forward to.
People tell me to wait and see if things get […]