Dear sp, don’t comfort me, I’ve done something terrible. I let my family influence me once again. I’m leaving this place – not killing myself, just leaving my family. Im different maybe than all of you. I think you’re nicer than me. Â whatever I ever wrote on here was sincere, from my heart, but it’s not enough. I’m weak. Everyone has been so caring and helpful.
The one part of myself I thought was ok is gone.
I’m just a fuck up. I just absolutely fucking hate myself.