I was sad to see that most posts here are from young teenagers who are depressed. I thought they are too you to be this unhappy. Then I realised… I haven’t been happy since I was like 10. So what. People keep saying anything to keep us alive; that things can get better, that things can change. In a way, yes, i had some happy moments in my life (Im 30), I improved alot. But in the end, when I go to sleep, more often than not, I just wish to never wake up again and I’ve been feeling like this for a long time. […]
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fast
i feel it creeping up on me.
the darkness i can never see.
taking me away,
suffocating me.
i can barely breathe.
I can hear it shouting threats.
wishing me a horrid death.
the demons will invade,
it’s already too late.
i cannot be saved.
it’s over!
I am falling fast.
this will be my last.
no use saving me,
these cuts are way too deep.
a necklace made of rope,
a bracelet made of blood,
water mixed arcenic.
a kiss from a gun.
nothing can compare,
just kick away the chair.
and wait to fade away,
down your drink of death,
and die so peacefully.
Don’t […]
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