3 of my closest friends left me, because all of a sudden my drinking and smoking and cutting is ruining their lives. So now, because I won’t give those things up because I fucking can’t, they’re not talking to me anymore. nd now I have legit 3 female friends, one of which I don’t even like that much, and my boys. I know pretty soon that the boys will be all I’ve got. But those girls I trusted with my everything, and all of them fucked me over. If the people I trusted most in the world can leave me for something as stupid as […]
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I’ve been my practically my whole life in fear and revulsion of gays. Growing up, I never knew why I Â never knew why I hated them so much, especially older, white gays. Whenever they were around me, I would start sweating heavily and try to get away. If I couldn’t get away, if for example IÂ had to attend a meeting and they were there, I would look for trouble and try to antagonise them. This is not in my nature, so I couldn’t understand what was wrong with me. I knew it wasn’t some latent homosexuality in me, because what they did disgusted me and […]