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How did I get here?

by lost_soul
written by lost_soul

It’s been a while.

I went through ups and downs and now I am actually on the final leg of my journey. But I feel like I shouldn’t be.

How did I get this far? Time passed by so quickly and I didn’t even get the chance to realize it. I feel like I am at this level, but I cheated my way here. Most of them are so much smarter than me, picking up all the points when I’m here still figuring out why the square peg won’t get into the circle hole.

They all look at me and say “wow, there’s a person who got it […]

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It was the worst day of my life….

by rach
written by rach

There were hands everywhere, so many hands grabbing at me, greedy hands, get off of me, greedy hands, lights flashing, clicking, blurry vision, light, dark, chatter, noise, I’m so confused, I’m so cold, I’m so sad…..

I have drifted into something, somewhere I don’t understand, something I never meant for….

I’ve been born?

Oh God, no.

Oh no, God.

I’ve been born.

It’s the worst day of my life.

This is the first day of my time in hell.

Worst day, first day…for without a first day, there could be no second day, no third day, no 11,322th day…..

Oh what have I done to be cursed like this!  Wretched little body. Wretched little room.  Wretched little world.

“In that place there will […]

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Spiritually

by vanitati
written by vanitati

I feel as though my soul is finished here in my current form. I believe that we are conscious beings born to learn lessons on earth that our souls can use to grow. It grows through experience and thought. My conundrum is that from all the lives before, we have all lived many a time and our souls have learnt from these lives. We have been rich, we have been poor. We have loved and we have lost. Every lifetime our souls learn something it has not felt before.

My thought on this life is that my soul has competed it journey. In this life […]

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There Once Lived A Man

by bullfrog
written by bullfrog

Yup, knocked out another one. Apparently my accent plus cider is indecipherable to some so I’ve posted the poem beneath the audio.

 

Bonus points go to anyone who can find the 3 Doctor Who hommages.

 

 

There Once Lived a Man

 

There once lived a man,
He was strong, he had grace, he was battle-worn,
He should have done something of monumental significance,
Something to be remembered.
Prevented, though, not out of spite or maleficence, but by love.
The could’ve-been-king with his army of meanwhiles and never-weres,
Would’ve been so much but his will was never his own, it was hers.
She stole from him his drive, his motivation, […]

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exhausted

by pillarofsalt
written by pillarofsalt

on some days I feel probably okay..i try not to think much but most of the time..i feel exhausted! with my life..it’s just been one failure after another and add to that low self confidence and high self loathing..i just want it to end..if this is life..i don’t want it.. I have issues but I can never talk about them with anyone because whoever I consider close don’t know what it’s like..the whole “move on, fight, get on with it” thing doesn’t work for me..i’m tired of doing all that..im just exhausted and want some permanent rest and I’m in the final stages of getting […]

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Daily Posts are Stopping

by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

These daily posts are officially stopping. I am now officially not doing the Day ___ things… It’s just causing more people to worry about me… So more people to hurt when I say my final goodbye… I don’t know how frequent I will post… So… Goodbye?

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by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

i dont know
what to say
the blinking cursor
is taunting me
its a blank page
a brand new post
what do i write?
do i write how i am?
do i write how you are?
do i write whatever?
i dont know really
i guess my message
for today,
that is within this poem
is;
im going to stop posting.
i cant take it
i have made more people
worry about me
more people think i matter
more people care about me
more people to bring pain to
when i say my final Au Revoir
its hurting me too

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Not sure How Much Longer I Can Live Like This

by SilverGoddess914
written by SilverGoddess914

So here is my story. About a year ago,, I was diagnosed as being cancer free and returned to work. Ever since this has happened, my life has been very difficult when it comes to work. At work,  my supervisor has been giving me a hard time about a lot of things.   My supervisor put me on two final warnings.  Then I work through three months of worry, high levels of anxiety, and feeling suicidal for days, weeks on end. Last week, after I got out of being on the warning for these two things by meeting goal for three months, they put me […]

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New here! These Lyrics Tell you how I feel now.

by DontReallySeeThePoint
written by DontReallySeeThePoint

I remember when I was a very little girl, our house caught on fire.
I’ll never forget the look on my father’s face as he gathered me up
in his arms and raced through the burning building out to the pavement.
I stood there shivering in my pajamas and watched the whole world go up in flames.
And when it was all over I said to myself, “Is that all there is to a fire?”

Is that all there is, is that all there is
If that’s all there is my friends, then let’s keep dancing
Let’s break out the booze and have a ball
If […]

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The hospital is the worst place for a suicidal person

by Stain
written by Stain

…or the best, depending on how you look at it. The humans who work here are as sterile, apathetic and sickening as the bleached walls. It’s funny, nature documentaries talk about how animals adapt the appearance of their surroundings as some sort of camouflage. Believe it.

Not even talking about myself, I can’t believe how many sorry saps are in here begging and pleading for help, and all they get are cold, apathetic sneers from the staff. “Stop whining or we’ll really make you suffer” is what their tyrannical stares say.

I’m sure there are a thousand ways to die in the hospital. Just looking around my […]

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The Caged Canary

by khajiit
written by khajiit

Curled tightly in its iron womb
Forthcoming almost certain doom
an infant bird respires last
wretched secrets mere and vast

“To die!” it shrills “I beg you please
Take my breath and let me cease”
A chilly, silent, cheerless air
secreted by this bird’s despair

Restrained by ageless ferric bars
adorned in grisly, gaping scars
from strife and discord with its cage
and self-inflicted fiendish rage

Withered and replete of wrath
its essence walks a lonely path
Phantoms, voices beckon so
and warn of hells it dares to go

what happened to this bird I know
a tale of endless pain and woe
left in its cage to rot […]

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