i think i must have already gone crazy. i am in a room full of ppl and all i can think about is stabbing myself or standing up and screaming at people.   And they have not really done anything to me – but i dont like people.  i feel judgement when there probably really isnt any.   I feel scorn.  I am never accepted in their groups.  i feel small and weak and like i simply do not belong on this shithole planet.
i am not exactly sure wtf anti-social means, but i am guessing i am it.   i wish they would just nuke the whole freakin […]