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Glimmer

H.O.P.E

by ConfuZed 8/5/2013

written by ConfuZed

I have been through a lot but mainly it’s been all in my head but I’m proud that I’m here still, alive and fighting! Each day is a struggle but there are moments in each day that I am thankful to have been their to experience it. Hope is that glimmer of light in the dark tunnel, that peace of mind that you get once in a while and most importantly “tomorrow”. I’ve cried myself to sleep most nights and I’ve even had no sleep once but through it all I was just happy to be alive. Pain is a good thing because it means […]

8/5/2013 5 comments

What I Wish I’d Known Five Years Ago – Finn Butler

by stellaeric 6/9/2013

written by stellaeric

What I Wish I’d Known Five Years Ago – Finn Butler

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I know the heart is a heavy thing
and if today you managed to lift it
a few inches off the ground,
I am proud.

You need to understand that there are no turning points.
Your life is not a movie and your fears will not disappear
as soon as someone loves you back. There are only moments
when the glimmer of light you are chasing seems closer
than the darkness that is always chasing you but in these moments
every single thing has been worth it.

And I know sometimes you only want it […]

6/9/2013 0 comment

do i

by z.m 3/22/2012

written by z.m

do I have friends? If I come out, they look at me differently. Weird looks. Is she crazy? They don’t know what to say, so brush it off, cause they don’t understand or really don’t care. Some of them show a glimmer of fear. God stopped listening, cause I am still in limbo, with no where to go. What have I done so wrong for the world to turn it’s back to me?

3/22/2012 5 comments

To hell & back

by nikster 1/8/2012

written by nikster

I was picked up out of my home and thrown into a mental hospital on 12/30/2011 for a week so it really thwarted my plans of ctb before the new year. I left the hospital with a false sense of optimism, and now I’m sitting in my apartment on suicide websites again…..feeling like my soul is dead and I’m just going through the motions because that’s what I was told to do. Truth be told, I have no idea what the next day or weeks ahead of me hold….I know today was a shitty day, not sure when the glimmer of sunshine will show through […]

1/8/2012 1 comment

My experience

by jg 7/30/2009

written by jg

I’m not suicidal, but I used to be. I wish I knew five years ago what I know now, and I feel like I have to share it– So I’m sorry if this sounds preachy, because I really don’t mean for it to be.

When I was five my sister, Jen, killed herself with an intentional drug overdose. A decade later I was thinking about doing the same. I’d sit on the floor of my room every day after school and try to think of reasons not to end my life, with no luck. A couple of times I held a knife to my wrist, even […]

7/30/2009 5 comments