I was happy once. Along time ago before my first love I didn’t feel this pain I feel now. However I wasn’t normal but then I met my first love I changed after that. She left me truely broken there was another guy… three actually I never slept with her but she had been screwing at least 1 of them.
I then for the first time thought of killing myself and I was very unhappy for along time. I felt hopeless but time numbed the pain… but the pain of having such happyness then to not was the worst part. Then before my second love came […]