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The urge to die has never been so strong

by cyanidesofmarch
written by cyanidesofmarch

I have to drive with both hands and both knees on the wheel to control the impulse of slamming into telephone poles. Windows terrify me because I know what they’re for. I swear to heaven and hell if I ever see a gun within arms reach, it’ll be in my mouth and discharged before anyone (including myself) knew what hit them.

There is nothing for me in this world. I never belonged, and it was only one thing, a loved one, that kept me alive for 10 years of my adult life. She died painfully. With her gone I see the world the way it truly […]

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Dear Anyone Who Will Listen

by Nachtigall
written by Nachtigall

This is a journal entry that I wrote on the night of my 18th birthday a little more than a year ago. Recently I revisited it and I wanted to share it with you, both to hear your thoughts and to reaffirm my own. Here it is:

I’ve been thinking a lot about depression and by extension suicide lately. I’m not thinking of planing my own death (or rather carrying out the plans that I’ve already made). I’m just trying to think about it on an intellectual level. This is difficult because Suicide and depression are matters of emotion but I though I would try anyway. […]

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by I.cant.breathe!
written by I.cant.breathe!

die die they say for me to die.

no I’m better than that. you can’t make me.

they say cry, cry emo freak cry.

I cry when I want to, I don’t want to cry for you.

Bleed. bleed emo girl bleed.

I already am…
*********************I wonder what death is like… i feel it would be eternal sleep, that what we humans classify as heaven and hell would translate into eternal dreaming and eternal nightmares….. hmmm

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What will my next life be like..?

by Abselom
written by Abselom

I want to die.. not that i wanna kill myself exactly.. but i want to die.. i want to see what the other side is like.. is it better? is there a heaven? a hell? will i become someone new, with a different life? I think about My Sisters Keeper, when the little girl says something about there only being so many souls in existence, they just keep being placed in different bodies, both human and animal. if thats true.. i hope my next life is extravigent and beautiful.. and if not, id love to be an animal.. i lion maybe? strong. fierce. king of […]

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I Plan but I don’t Execute

by bigred1221
written by bigred1221

I’ve thought about committing suicide for the past year of my life.  I’ve thought about cutting my wrists but have decided that would be too bloody and painful.  I’ve thought about jumping in front of a Semi, but then I couldn’t do it because of the compassion I felt for the poor sorry bastard driving the truck.  I’ve thought about shooting myself, but the only guns in the house belong to my dad, and I sure as hell am not dying by embedding one of his bullets in my brain; he got me here in the first place, and I won’t give him the satisfaction of knowing he has succeeded in killing me […]

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