I am 38 years old male, at this stage of life I am a negative and depressed person. Uncomfortable to be around people but yet, so dependent on one or two. Lazy, numb, uninterested and unmotivated to do anything. Sick and scared of being in my own head. I cannot love myself , I feel completely numb and destroyed.
I am a terrible person who has lied and now hides in shame for all my mistakes. Hides from people because I have no identity or personality to bring to the table. I am literally dead inside with nothing but thoughts of ending my suffering but too […]