I hate myself. I really don’t know how much longer I can hold out. I don’t believe in myself to make it through 2016. I find new things to hate about myself everyday and I can’t sleep without having nightmares. I’m mentally and emotionally drained 24/7. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live either. I think of killing myself every hour of everyday because I just can’t do it anymore and it just seems so much better than how I am now. If I just ended everything, I wouldn’t feel, I couldn’t and all the pain would end. I know that there […]
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I don’t know life
I’m nothing but empty. I’m numb to everything. I don’t know what I want. I don’t even care.
I have friends.
I have family.
Most people don’t like me.
But they don’t know me.
They don’t know what I’ve gone through and what I’m still dealing with.
I don’t want them to know. I don’t want to be looked at differently.
I just want to be accepted.
I want to be happy.
I want to feel happy.
I’d like to forgive and forget.
Forget. It’s what everyone else has done.
I’m pitiful.
I’m nothing.
I’m unhappy.
I’m not alone.
I want to be alone. […]