His Smile, Ooh I just loved his smile.
His Eyes, I could get lost in them forever.
His Laugh, Brightened my day
He said “Don’t give up. I’m always here for you.
Just Calm down, and you can do it.”
But where is he now?
More than a Hundred miles away, Living his life, Ignoring my existence..
What do I do now?
Who do I talk to?
do i have borderline personality disorder?
i desperately want to know what i have why i have it and how i can fix it.
i dont know if these questions are ever answered but atleast i will die knowing that i did care enough to look for an answer. i want to be able to grasp what it is that is wrong with me and then be able to tackle it.
this empty feeling is consuming me. i want to be able to say that i can one day be normal. i want to be able to live my life, set goals and realize them.
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