You know. I don’t know how you would act if I told you I was depressed. You would probably give me a useless pep talk then get mad when I don’t change like she does. I’ve already talked to them all. But I won’t talk to you. I can’t. You left. I remember when you told me that you were going. You were smiling and I was begging but you still left. I cried at school. People made fun of me behind my back. You made me lose my confidence and trust with people. I slowly realized that you would not be coming back. But […]
Johnny Cash
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar’s chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right […]
Here are a few songs that I have listened to constantly when I feel depressed or suicidal. Hope you like them 🙂
1. Whispers By David Baxter  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WIpvxcrdXbc
2. Running Up That Hill By Placebo http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP0ngiMBnas
3. What Now By Rihanna http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdid9kBnPEU
4.Yellow Light By Of Monsters And Men http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gb9hKzNmgJ8
5. After the Storm By Mumford & Sons http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3RP1VbUaaA
6. Amsterdam By Coldplay http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgfvOqJftIY
7. Hurt By Johnny Cash http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ahHWROn8M0