I would like to make myself as unattractive to the opposite (or same) sex as possible. Because it annoys me so goddamn much when people use appearance as a basis for liking someone. I want to gouge one eye out, file my teeth down into stubs, and grow a dreadlock-beard while allowing my hair to get all matted and nasty. #$%!#$%^!^
I’m going more crazy than normal and trying to avoid shoving my head in the oven or something.
I struggled with the confusing feeling of liking someone that was very close to me for a long time.
I realised my attraction too late, ignored the signs and now we have both moved on.
She is and will always be the one that got away.
It wasn’t until recently that I reaslied I liked her in that way.
I recognised that the way I treated her was special, I felt like I wanted to hold her all the time and kiss her. But that still didn’t really help me understand what I truly thought of her in that moment.
I have kissed other girls […]
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